I don't know

March 2003

Why should I try anymore?

There is no point,

It is all the same.

What happened to you?

I have been there forever,

Always watching, staying behind,

Never bold enough to try and make you mine.

But you've changed and are different somehow.

Close we were,

Always the best of friends.

I could talk to you about anything.

It seems I am in too deep.

Something changed in me,

Something that I can't explain.

I saw you in a different way.

When will you ever understand,

Understand what you mean to me?

I could never have you it seems.

Being the friend is alright with me,

But it will drive me crazy in the end.

On, and on it goes,

When it will stop...?

I don't know.

I just don't know.

Mike T